The author writes about his conversation with heaven, and all the answers he received on his questions. How he got information about what day he would get a new heart, when he stood in the queue, and the coordinator in the hospital laughed, but had to call in the evening and say they are about to get him because they have a heart for him. How he survived several heart attacks, bypassoperationer, cancer, blood poisoning and much more. How he when he got a heart stop on a hospital toilet floor could could with his left foot press the alarm button that lay on the lower part of the floor when he was unconscious? A journey in to the unknown.